[20170812] bad memories

しんきん 2017-08-12
bad memories kept coming up now
as soon as he thought he got you he started trashing you, despite his mediocre talent
this happened when I was much much younger, and when I was much more vulnerable
perhaps this was the start of my belief that I lose people's love and become less attractive because I am not "good" enough
for all those years to come I stopped exploring love itself but shifted focus to myself and tried to become better and even better
that guy lost his charm soon after the thing and does not bother me any more
but that kind of feeling killed me
or the possibilities of me as a more loving, versatile and free-minded woman

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