Man, I hate life always got f**ked up.
Just now, I put an over-time request on Dingding and awaited for the approval from my supervisor. It happened on Qingming Festival, so if permitted, I got three times over-time than usual. But guess what, a cold piercing comment lied in front of my eyeballs on smartphone's screen. It was from my supervisor.
"Under current situation, you may have to finish your work during you're on duty, not during time-off."
What the hell is that? I have worked for the corp nearly two years. It was my first time to be shocked like this.
That dude acted super normal before he was promoted to the current position. Now what, firing squad so he can show people he is the man at all?
Why does every body start behaving like that? Actually, he reminded me of someone in my college. Let's call him Peter. Peter was once such a normal guy in our Department, talked about politics and society enthusiastically and performed nice to girls and others. But after college, that guy earned a big load of money from working as some overseas agent, and suddenly our nice Peter became a disgusting asshole. Always hanging an Dude-Is-Awesome look on his greezy face, he was the model of Year 2013 Graduates now.
What a f**ked up world it truly is.
Today I found this TV show from Renren Yingshi App called Atlanta. Its name is borrowed from an American city, famous for black culture and Hip-Hop music, which is also the main content of this show. Music manager Earn tries to make his cousin, an excellent Hip Hop singer, to get a career in the industry. I love the show because it vividly depicts the picture of black people, especially those live quite underground, in the city of Atlanta. They call it a comedy series, but hey man, don't get fooled. It is absolutely documentary-real without much pistol violence.
Not only reflected in this show, Hip Hop singers are mostly reported to be addicted to weed. When I was little, I thought those guy did it out of a desire to flee from stress. But now it has been rooted in American culture. Not just black guys, white folks do it, too.
In China, weed and every other mind-disturbing durgs are illegal to hold or sell. So I could not imagine how influencing that could be so that there is lots of followers who strive to acclaim that weed does no harm and should not be banned from public. But I also have my illusions. Most of them happened in my dreams, in which I was a hunter, zombie or just a frightened kid running relentlessly from any possible danger till I awoke up being intimidated too much. I guess I got them during Years 3 and 4 in high school when the quarrel between my parents and stress from college entrance examination haunted me deeply. what's sad that no one ever found it out. They just gave it naturally that all the sorrows and sadness would disappear somehow. But they never do. Who f**king cares a helpless kid when they got their unlimited anger to release?
Admit it, my fellas, we ain't no better than Atlanta. More worse, we are too used to being a corward so we could survive, with or without any human self-respect rest in peace.
A'men, sorry for my dissillusional honesty.