Who is the good guy? There is not always a good guy. Nor is there always a bad one. More people are somewhere in between. A man of faith without faith. Belief is half of all healing. Belief in the cure , belief inthe future that awaits. Your belief is valuable, so you must be careful where you put it and in whom. You were merely wishing for an end of pain.You own pain. It is the most human wish there is. How can both be ture? How can a prince be a murderer and beloved by his people? How can an apothecary be evil-tempered but right-thinking? How can invisible men make themselves more lonely by being seen? I don't know. Your stories never made any sense to me. Because the humans are complicated beasts. You believe comforting lies, while knowing full well the painful truth that makes those lies necessary. In the end, it is not important what you think. It is important what you do. So what do I do? What you did jusrt now. You speak the truth.