Don't tell me everything will be alright. I know nothing will be alright. It's a permanent scar which will forever lives in my life. I know life is miserable and it always will be. Don't push me don't force me to say I am ok. OK is just a excuse to avoid people to care about me. I'm fine to live in miserable. Don't force me to be energetic. I got my own choice to live the way I want.