You know, when you least expect it...nature has cunning ways of finding our weakest spot.
Just... remember, I'm here.
Right now, you may not want to feel anything...
Maybe you never wanted to feel anything.
And ah...maybe it's not to me you want to speak about these things, but ah...
feel something, you obviously did.
Look, you had a beautiful friendship. Maybe more than a friendship.
And I envy you.
In my place, most parents would hope the whole thing goes away.
And pray their sons land on their feet. But...I am not such a parent.
We rip out so much of ourselves to be cured of things faster...that we go bankrupt by the age of thirty.
And have less to offer each time we start with someone new.
But to make yourself feel nothing...so as not to feel anything......