There should be a prerequisite, curriculum for being a parent, before people attempt to. Don't try it at home. We all have problems. We all have things that we are dealing with. And we all take them home with us at night, take them to work with us in the morning. I think that helplessness, that realization, that foreboding of being a drift in the sea, with no bowie, no safty, when you thought you'd be the one throwing the bowie. The child's intelligent heart can find them in the depth of many dark places. I can't find them, the delicate moment of its own detachment. We all have problems. We all have things that we're dealing with. Some days were better than others. Some days were not so great. Some days we have limited space for others. Some of us believe that we can make a difference. And sometimes we wake up and we realize we've failed. We all need something to destract us from the complexity and reality. More or less to think about where that came from? No one wants to think about the struggle that it takes to become somebody to get out of the sea pf pain that we all have to get out. Failing. We are failing. Failed in sense that we have let everyobe down, including ourselves.