i had really good childhood. and things just happened to laid down in front of me. and i didn't have any problems any obstacles. i didn't do anything wrong.
I've never had a father to share things to. after he got married again i become the least important thing. even if i'm in the situation with courtney and frances i'll still try to contact her for my whole life. and try to shere life with her. but he just gave up. i just don't want to talk to him. there's nothing i want to share with him.[ 大概意思吧，记不下原话了。]