There was a man of double deed Who sowed his garden full of seed When the seed began to grow 'Twas like a garden full of snow When the snow began to melt 'Twas like a ship without a bell When the ship began to sail 'Twas like a bird without a tail When the bird began to fly 'Twas like an eagle on the sky When the sky began to roar 'Twas like a lion at my door When the door began to crack 'Twas like a stick across my back When my back began to smart 'Twas like a penknife in my heart When my heart began to bleed 'Twas death, and death, and death indeed
本段诗歌最早见于1784年的童谣诗集Gammer Gurton's Garland，很多留言评论中相当常见的改编来源“Roses are red/ violets are blue/ sugar is sweet/ and so are you"即来源于此。但仍有很多证据显示本诗的来源更为古老。有人认为在英王爱德华四世统治时期，英格兰曾在宣传中被称为”a garden full of weeds"，因此本诗可能指代亨利六世，在其统治期间英国渐渐开始失去英法百年战争中的优势地位，他最终于1471年被杀害。但在本剧中，"A man of double deed" 无疑是Spector对于自己双重生活和绝望的承认，也是对Gibson和其他看似在光明面的人的照应。在Spector选择自杀前让他留下这首诗，不得不说很是巧妙。
主题：love & death
He that loves not abides in death. (John 3:14)
来自Bibleref的解释： In contrast, John taught that a lack of love is a sign of "abiding" in death. Hatred, according to Jesus, is the spiritual equivalent to murder (Matthew 5:21–22). Christians are certainly capable of feeling hate, but such feelings are never the product of fellowship with Christ. As John words it, anyone who hates "abides in death."
I don't believe in love./ At least, I believe in love, but not in happiness./ The only love that lasts is unhappy love.
Nothing you can do will ever take away how much I love my husband, how much I love my children. Nothing you can do can make me devalue my life in any way. I will celebrate life. I love and I am loved and nothing that you...
S03E03 0:54:35 和护士Kiera的对话，Kiera问Spector经历过濒死体验后，如何理解死亡。
I know that life is our only true possesson
S03E04 0:29:47 Kiera继续追问这个问题
just as I didn't exist before I was born...I simply won't exist after I die.
Spector的含义: a visible disembodied spirit
S03E04 0:23:51 在Rose的录像中，Spector似乎在对观看者说话
Why the fuck are you watching this? You sick shit. What the fuck is wrong with you?
S03E04 0:28:10 和护士讨论，描述Sally和Olivia的幸福画面
Where I always am. On the outside, looking in. When I was unconscious, I was. I... I could see myself. In this room, I was able to see myself from above, lying in the bed, with all the tubes and monitors.
When I was young, yes. When things got really bad, I used to be able to split myself. If I was lucky, a part of me would just drift away. To another place, a better place.
S03E04 0:41:06 Stella对话心理医生
He writes at one point about the battle, as he perceives it, between "Good Paul" and "Bad Paul". He describes standing back, being a spectator of his own actions, that there's an observing self and a participating self.
S03E06 0:27:26 Spector站在镜子前
It's not me. I look at my body and it's not me.