Price women paied for their love

why？
How could Women spend so much energy on getting the one they want?
  When a person who has suffered too much has met her every first lover,she can change her desire so sudden and do the things she has never done before;she can bare more pain from her life and still not give up what she want--just become a famous geisha in Gion for him, the one she loves most.
  But to become a geisha, Sayori has experienced plenty of inner turmoil. She had a very best friend(named Pumpkin) before she's adopted.(PS.adoption is the first confirm from people who think she has potentiality to become a geisha.)Before she came to the geisha house,she's a normal maid ,just like other young girls. Pumpkin shows her warmth when they first meet,and soon they become sisterhood.But because they have the same goal and she has to give up this friendship so she could fous on her geisha trianing.Because she knows this is the chance for her, to win the compitation,to find a better way reaching for her love--chairman. After that,they never talked with eachother again.
 The relationship chairman is her desire. Sayori is pulled in two directions by two compelling obligations.they're also her ambitions--be chairman's love,and become the most popular geisha in Gion,which is caused by the first ambition.
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